The R&F – 5. I’m sorry

5. I’m sorry

            You know that at the beginning my voice will be nice like in my songs and at the end, just a trace of my words begging for more, begging for you, in a disturbed song of my throat.

            A mistake and all the time I knew how to make you happy, it’s just done. Past. You know, girl, I’d never wanted get you down, because it bring me back to the ground. I don’t want to play the bad guy forever. I swear I’ll do anything to have you back. My head says that you are not here anymore, the situation proves it, but I just can’t stand here in this hotel, waiting for forgiveness.

            Each hour that passed in this room is a tear falling on me. Each word that you can’t listen to me, each whisper…I just scratch the pad with my toes and sweat for pain and not for love or something like that.

            Please, forget that meanest guy treating at the wrong way. Remember me when I said you would always be the only one.

            I’d rather die

            I’d rather not to cry

            Please, forgive me

            That is the disturbed song of my throat, which is me saying I’m sorry.

            You don’t hear any word and the background sound at my head insists on me:

You’re right, you wanna be
This far away from me
I always treated you nice but not tonight

You’re right, you’ll never see
A meaner guy than me
But now I swear not to do you any harm

If someday you think I deserve
To have you in my arms again
You know my number and my address

If someday we ever fall in love
Would you promise to forget
The things I’ve done when
I was out of my head?

Believe in me…
When I say that I’d do anything to be again (inside your heart)
The box where you keep memories alive
When I say I’d rather die than be only a friend (back to the start)
I promise not to do you harm again!

I’m sorry, I’m sorry…
I’m sorry, I’m sorry…

Remember when I said I wish I had
A little paper box to keep you in
So I could see you every day and night?

But now it feels like
There is nothing left inside
And I know this song won’t bring you back

Believe in me…
When I say that I’d do anything to be again (inside your heart)
The box where you keep memories alive
When I say I’d rather die than be only a friend (back to the start)
I promise not to do you harm again!

When I say I’d rather die
When I say I’d rather not no cry
When I say please forgive me
Please forgive me

Rather die
When I say I’d rather not no cry
When I say please forgive me
Please forgive me * (Beeshop)

(To be continued)

David Felipe.

The R&F – 4. Lovers are in trouble

4. Lovers are in trouble

 

I will never know why a couple let each other go away when it is clear that what they had was love. No, may I say “what they have”? I think that is the right way.

So, I don’t care about using beautiful words. The scene doesn’t let me use these resources. The true is not the best thing you ever heard about love. But listen me: you should try to find that three words in your lives, even it hurt the guts and seems like a knife slicing your neck.

Oh, girl, now I swear: Forget my bad moments. At the end, it’s just a situation. I come from a place where people learn to say “I’m sorry” and the couples never end.

The background sound insists on mix to my words:

Lovers are in trouble
And these troubles have no end
They come alone and in
couples
And their forms are different

 

Everyone’s all alone in this lonesome
town
I just can’t see anyone around

 

Lovers aren’t laid down on their comfy, cosy beds
No one talks to each other
They’re too busy taking meds

 

And I just don’t know what to do without you
I just don’t know what the hell I
do

I came from a place where lovers remain lovers
And they love until the end
They love, and love each other

They don’t follow any trend

They justdon’t really want
They just don’t really care about

 

Saying “I’m (so) sorry”
(sorry)

 

I’m telling I’m sorry
(sorry)

For not being who you want
Not being who you care
I’m not the one you love

Oh, baby, I’m (so) sorry

For not being who you want
For not being who you love
For not being who you care

I don’t care
About being perfect all the time *(Beeshop)

(To be continued)

 David Felipe

The R&F – 3. Cookies

3. Cookies

            Inside this hotel room I just ask myself how are you now that we are apart. I’m sure that all the men in this city are begging for her smile. She is the kind of girl loved by everybody. Don’t spread your spell at the atmosphere, it used to be mine.

            Jealous could be the name of this strange feeling that run through my veins and wash my eyes, becoming them grey. And I know why…Please, come back. Just one wish.

            All the lyrics and screaming to the guts, that’s all for you. And I say again “all”, don’t be afraid of this poor vocabulary and repetition. I would love if you wanted me too. But I’m not so courageous to try to understand what is inside her mind. I’m not so sure she is not my girl, anymore.

            When you tell that love me, the world will know what is more than love, just for the bright of my eyes at you, girl.

            I want you here to taste your mouth again. A background sound like my own speech:

She’s having lunch
I’m waking up
There’s nothing like this girl
In this small suburban city

 

The way she looks
So good it spooks every single man around
She just can’t be bound

 

Why do you ask me to leave you
When all i want is please you
I’d give you all of my love

‘Cause when we’re talking like this
Sometimes I wonder if you want me too
And when you stare me like this
I wish I could do anything for you
When you love me like this
I wanna tell the world I love you, and I do
If you tell me that you are in love with me too

 

Why do you ask me to leave you
When all I want is please you
I’d give you all of my love

 

‘Cause when we’re talking like this
Sometimes I wonder if you want me too
And when you stare me like this
I wish I could do anything for you
When you love me like this
I wanna tell the world I love you, and I do
If you tell me that you are in love with me too

 

If you tell me that you are in love with me too
If you tell me that you are in love with me too

 

You taste like cookies.*(Beeshop)

David Felipe.

(To be continued)